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14 June 2010 @ 12:43 pm
Count from 1 to 10 with my eyes closed.  
Why would God let us meet if there's no way we could be together? --Maggi Rice

And so after a month, I am so back. Anyway, if you wanna know how I'm doing. Well, I made the wrong decision again and got fooled by so many people. I NEVER GET THINGS RIGHT. I thought I was already happy. I regret my whole summer. I cried my eyes out twice this summer . One time, I called my friend and just cried the hell out, I couldn't damn talk, I just can't say what I wanna say. That's how bad I felt. 

I feel so depressed about everything that's happened but my mind set is just that God can't give me a problem I can't handle. I pray everyday so I could feel better even just a little damn bit. I am stepping into college with a broken heart. I hope I'll be ok.

School starts tomorrow and I have no idea how they do it in college. I was hoping I could have my braces removed before college but.. Uggh. This has been stuck in my teeth for a year already and I badly want to take it off.

And also, I am sick today. I had fever the other day and right now I am 'suffering' cough and colds and an ugly voice.. it's because of the colds. How the hell can I introduce myself in front of class tomorrow without sounding like a sick freak?! I'm also in need of sleep. I can't sleep properly lately because of all the horror movies I've watched with my cousins. Even in taking a bath, I get scared.

I am so unlucky.

Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: Breathe slow.
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christella alcabasabubbleberrycake on June 14th, 2010 05:25 am (UTC)
omg thanks =">
God bless ya.
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christella alcabasabubbleberrycake on June 14th, 2010 07:03 am (UTC)
Thank you:)
sweet_avery on June 14th, 2010 06:59 am (UTC)
oh, dear..hope you get well!! :) Fight that cold! You can do it. Hmm, now I'm nervous myself about tomorrow. :(
christella alcabasabubbleberrycake on June 14th, 2010 07:04 am (UTC)
I will :)

why are you nervous?
sweet_avery on June 14th, 2010 07:10 am (UTC)
Hmm, Senior Year.. :)) it's just scary..:)

I wish I could skip and go straight to college. :D
christella alcabasabubbleberrycake on June 14th, 2010 12:37 pm (UTC)
hahaha! :D
just do well on your senior year and you'll be fine :)
starlovexistarlovexi on June 14th, 2010 07:16 am (UTC)
Goodluck to your college life, I'm pretty sure that you can handle it. :)
I also made a lot of mistakes in the past, it's normal, it's part of being alive. It's all part of God's beautiful plan for you. :)
Godbless. Get well soon ;)
christella alcabasabubbleberrycake on June 14th, 2010 12:38 pm (UTC)
I really hope i can handle it.

Thanks! :D